Every Baptist, Catholic or Jew wanted to call Siddha Yoga a religion when I first took it up and they showed their mild interest (in what I was doing). While the college kids wanted all this Hindu Buddhist shit to be called an Experience.
Religion is the opiate of the masses.
I really feel now I have been a fool for that. I've gotten addicted to the opiate.
I feel so misidentified. Well, I should have known that was the fact, I'm a communist aren't I? I should have known my practices were just a delusion.
What if I had known? I would only have my mind to dig me out of my shit in the 80's and 90's and now. Where would that have gone?